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*IcyLight:iconIcyLight:

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Silence

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 6, 2008, 2:08 PM




Have I lost my only refuge? The single social nepenthe? Am I now truly alone and unable to speak? This is the truth, for the one who had faith and can no longer speak.

Caution, is exercised, because previously hatred and hurt was known. Why does the previously electrocuted child no longer fiddle with electrical outlet? The child would be extremely careful when plugging things in when the need arises.

But caution is not enough.

Not even the disease of my paranoia can keep me safe. I feel, and I know. Because I have respect for the ones who I do not know, I can take a second look. And perhaps it was a bad day, perhaps you are a horrible person. And I had faith in the goodness of you and your kind, and you would again destroy all safety.

Can I no longer have faith in humanity? My social shelter, my entertainment, now ruined by your outrageous action? I respect you, if you would not return the favor, and I will give you gifts and apologies which you must accept because I will not forget the hurt for the rest of my life. Know I never intended to offend. I give you the right to put whatever hatred you have upon me, know I am deserving, for I deserve no less than horrible punishment.

That is why I cannot speak, along with the little room. I had not wanted to offend you.

And I cannot live and continue knowing my newest empire has turned against me, and all of my places have been invaded and violated. There is no where to turn. There is no where to speak. And no happiness can be had without a terrible and grossly unequal terror.

I see all, I hear all, Your words are painful, life is walking upon nails.

And I will forever be madly in love with the likes of you, whatever terror and torture you inflict. The divine hope is a divine servant, wants like a demon and is justly punished for anything but obedience.

Your ignorant bliss is your stronghold, and you suffocate me unknowingly. My death will be man slaughter, accidental but horrible none the less. Death is slow and painful, the way you draw it out as if to prolong suffering, because you enjoy it.

The ultimate curse was afflicted by the terrible thing that is a Fate, for this is the beginning.

The sole remaining nepenthe are the weavings, I will die with my ship.

~Icy





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  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Panic At The Disco
  • Playing: Nothing * broken disc driver ): *

Devious Information

  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: Art, wrighting, computer...
  • Favourite band or musician: Train
  • Favourite artist: You kidding? I love everybody x3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Wolfen <$
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Personal Quote: Insanity is a virtue
  • Tools of the Trade: Corel Photo-Paint X3

Devious Comments

*IcyLight:iconIcyLight: 15 hours 47 minutes ago
As unfortunately sweet as that is, I am against chain messages.

But if I wasn't I'd return it.
~SpecterRenegades:iconSpecterRenegades: 4 days 14 hours ago
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!

If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.


First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!

Second, if I don't get this back I understand...

I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved
*spiritshade:iconspiritshade: 5 days 22 hours ago
Thanks so much for the watch!
Love your gallery,
You have some amazing characters!

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I tried sniffing coke once but the ice cubes got stuck up my nose!
*carchar0th:iconcarchar0th: Jun 30, 2008, 12:56:18 AM
sweet.. thanks for the fav..

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"Everything has its beauty, but not everyone sees it." ~ Confucius
~Fyona:iconFyona: Jun 28, 2008, 5:38:39 AM
Thank you very much for the fav on [link] :aww: :hug:

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Hiiiii! Im Fyyyyy!
~malikaa:iconmalikaa: Jun 22, 2008, 2:08:39 AM
thank you very much for the watch i really appreciate it! :heart:

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Dr. Ian Malcolm: God creates dinosaurs. God destroys dinosaurs. God creates man. Man destroys God. Man creates dinosaurs...
~wolfen1:iconwolfen1: Jun 20, 2008, 3:26:03 PM
...i ... never said that.

wtf.

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Frisbeetarianism -- the belief that when you die, your sould goes up on the roof and gets stuck.
~wolfen1:iconwolfen1: Jun 19, 2008, 8:59:08 PM
(again with the dumb computer... having to 'reply';)

i think you should get over your fear of SUBMITTING ART.

come on! it used to be like once a day! it was like my freakin' highlight!

anyways... more art?

-holds up a picket sign-

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Frisbeetarianism -- the belief that when you die, your sould goes up on the roof and gets stuck.
*IcyLight:iconIcyLight: Jun 17, 2008, 6:10:12 AM
Oh my! It's You! XD *doesn't check front page comments often~* >>
=xVolte:iconxVolte: Jun 13, 2008, 3:24:23 PM
It's Kit, stalking you again. :3
~ErinCake:iconErinCake: Jun 12, 2008, 10:54:51 AM Mood: Love
So now I'm going to stop being a butt and show you what I'm made of. *hint it starts with S and ends with X*

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oOoOo...So...we wern't supposed to eat those mushrooms?...Opps. Well that explains a lot.
~NileCrocodile:iconNileCrocodile: Jun 10, 2008, 5:06:31 PM
Oy, Icy! You wouldn't be the same Icy from Run With Me, would you? :3 Betchoo are. -hugs-

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why is a raven like a writing-desk?
*Krass62:iconKrass62: Jun 10, 2008, 4:24:12 PM
Thanks a lot for the fav! :aww:

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Success is an illusion...
~Semsa:iconSemsa: May 23, 2008, 2:15:54 PM
thanks again :)

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"Ne Mutlu, Türk'üm Diyene!" M. Kemal ATATÜRK
~Semsa:iconSemsa: May 20, 2008, 3:22:01 PM
thanks for the favs :aww:

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"Ne Mutlu, Türk'üm Diyene!" M. Kemal ATATÜRK
~env1ro:iconenv1ro: May 15, 2008, 1:56:14 PM
thx for a :+fav: :)

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New version of my Photoshop Brushes website:

www.pdp.dl.pl
~VampireHazel:iconVampireHazel: Apr 23, 2008, 8:34:51 PM
Luls we haven't talked in forever~


Message me sometime.

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~InsaneTear:iconInsaneTear: Apr 12, 2008, 2:22:01 PM
Your art = Amazing :heart:

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*LukeAustin:iconLukeAustin: Apr 8, 2008, 7:28:18 PM
:wave: Thankyou for the faves, I really appreciate it :)